Shortly after publishing Pleasures of Youth I began receiving autobiographical emails from Carina. Her naïve matter-of-factness, freshness and sincerity made her writing as different as faking is, well, to...fucking. Her writing is unusual and compelling.

Thursday

Yes...Take it

i say yes. take it.
when you do it make sure you he uses a lubricated condom. also lubricate yourself, after washing carefully. i hope he knows what he is doing. perhaps you should question him carefully about exactly what he thinks to do with you.

Wednesday

Anal sex? Carina is not sure

You have asked me before whether i can orgasm while anal sex, well, i've never had that so far! I've always been afraid of feeling pain.
He said he would like to "teach" me that, that it's delicious, and he dosen't mind if i'm still a virgin from that point of view...
but i don't know. He often caresses my anus because he says that one day i will want it, and then he'll give it to me.
What do you think ?
Bye Carina

Tuesday

They just know

Every wife or girlfriend knows.

Monday

Carina wants to know...

Why?!! please explain me

Sunday

The friend's knowledge

His friend already knows.

Saturday

Totally different, politically and everything

Hi Jan,
well for the moment nobody suspects anything:it is too unlikely that this happens for somebody even think of it.
Anyway, i don't think it will last for a long time.
I'm not in love, nor he is. We are totally different, politically and everything. I think we'll take some pleasure from this and one of us will some day stop. But, of course, we must be very careful.
I'll keep you updated.
KissesCarina

Friday

We must publish

my god, i love the way he slipped your panties down…with his teeth! brilliant, of course, very brilliant!
we must somehow publish this in your book...please carry on your good work. this is like that french girl with bonjour tristesse! sagan, you remember sagan? but with real sex.
you still haven't answered what about your mother, and his ‘friend’?you are, after all, living on practically the same floor for god's sake! how can this proceed undiscovered... how? tell me. How?

Tuesday

'Maybe we should stop': Carina does not know if she wants to 'go on...'

Yesterdat i went to his office again, wearing a very nice and sexy lingerie, a nice skirt, etc.
When i arrived he told me he had been thinking of me all afternoon, and that he couldn't get concentrated on his job. I pretended to laugh, i said i don't believe you, you are joking..
He pushed me against the wall, opened my jumper and lowered my bra under my breasts, without opening it: they were all pushed up and exposed.
Mmmmh, he said, and started fondling them, and licking as well.
Then i said, "maybe we should stop doing this, i don't know if i want to go on..."
He took my skirt down, and bent on his knees. He saw the nice sexy suspender belt i had wore.
Said "it's because you don't want me to fuck you that you keep wearing this provocative, sultry lingerie, isn't it? ok, baby, i won't fuck you".
"Let me just kiss you a little, sweetheart", he said. Then he started licking slowly my thighs from down upwords, and again, and again. As usually i felt loosing my will of behaving..
he licked the inside of my thighs, and kissed them, his tong slowly going all the way on the edges of my pussy..he started kissing it through my panties, and lowered it with his teeth. As they went down on the floor i sighed..he kept kissing my pussy, then opened its lips with his hands and licked more deeply, titillating my clitoris, and inside, all the way ...i felt my knees trembling...i said "mmmh mmmh"
then he turned me the other side, my face against the wall. I spontaneusly curved my spine as to help him entering me with his tongue.
He then opened my butt with his hands, and kept on sucking my pussy, licking it thoroughly.
" I see you don't want it", he said, then entered hardly with his finger all the way up my super wet pussy. "I feel you don't want it", while i kept moaning "mmmh, mmmh". He went down to my clitoris with his tongue, tickling, while i was all curved, his hands keeping my ass opened to his maximum extent.
I was so excited i had to lay on the floor. He opened my legs wide, and went on titillating me, softly licking, sucking and kissing inside me.
I was about to come, and started waving my pelvis down and up, i lost control, against his tongue.
He said" maybe we shouldn't do this, maybe we should stop"..."no, no, go on go on!" i said.
"Please, go on, says a well educated girl as you are", he said.
"Please please please pleas go on!" i said, and opened my legs even wider ( if possible), shaking, moving...He then bent on me and gave me the top of his tongue, hard on my clitoris, round and round till i came came came ansimating, my mouth wide open with pleasure...
Then he entered me with his prick and fucked me well and hard. I didn't say another word...

Monday

Carina is not 'so innocent...'

Jan, I hope i didn't bore you with my stories, i only told you about it because i have this strange thing with you, the fact that you and i share this makes me a little excited as well, it's a little a way of playing erotically with you as well...
You know me so well, i'm surprised by this, you understand perfectly that i'm not so innocent, and not everybody gets it, this really excites me, you can read my mind..
i wouldn't mind being in a bed with you, naked, and at your disposal, but as you are so far away i must resort to someone more available, and all i can give you is to tell you what happens..
so, let me know if you wanna know about other things that may happen.
It is quite nice to see how this man desires me and to let him have what he wants in an easy way. It's somehow perverted, i know, but to be an "innocent" object of desire is quite sexually exciting.
A nice, long, soft kiss to you
Carina

Saturday

Continue...

Continue...with the good work.
Perhaps I will use it in my next book, if you will allow.

But what if your mother finds out, never mind ‘his’ friend?

Thursday

He said, We can watch football...

Dear Jan,
You are so kind of my writing!
After our last meeting we didn' manage to meet for a couple of days. Then, last night his friend went to the theatre with her friends, as she always does every two weeks. He phoned me on Saturday, and asked me why didn't i go to his home on that occasion. He said, we can watch the football match together.
I must confess that the idea appealed to me, so i said ok. I prepared myself well, my skin softly hydrated, a nice white lingerie, a nice transparent lipgloss, ( a skirt, of course )and i went.
When i arrived he kissed me softly on the lips, he said to come over to his bedroom, he was watching the match on the big bed.
We talked about how it was going, chatted for a while, drank some white wine, joked a little.
Then he said : "Why don't you wear something comfortable, put this", and gave me a light skin colour transparent gown, very short, and very soft.
I obeyed, and went to the bathroom, and wore it.
I remained without any bra, with my white lace panties and that suspender belt.
He said "Mmmmh", you look very nice, sweety, come here near me, i prefer watching tv when you're looking like this...
I laid down on my tummy. He then laid next to me, his head on one hand, and kept watching the match. Then he started caressing my back, from my neck down all my spine, sweetly, up and down.
Without wanting it, i curved my spine, raising my bottom upwords. He kept caressing my spine, slowly, up and down, and softly caressing by buttocks. He came a little closer, and began kissing me softly, sweetly.
I was all excited, but feigned calm.
Then he went and took two soft pillows, and he put them under my pussy, saying "maybe you'll feel more comfortable like this". My botton was now very curved, lifted up, raised.
He kept caressing my back, and watching tv, then with his finger entered my panties....
He started playing with his finger with my asshole, gently tickling it, in soft circular moves. It was paradise. I became all wet. Then with another finger entered my pussy..
He sweetly started entering it with his finger, going down to my clitoris, and all the way up and down.
He started kissing me again, slowly, softly, while he played with my pussy. He looked very calm, relaxed.
Inside my head i was just begging him to fuck me, to fill me completely with his hard prick, in my pussy, in my ass, wherever, and to water me with all his sperm.
Then he finally came over me, opened his trousers, freed his prick, put slowly down my panties.
He then took my breasts in his hands, his tongue in my mouth and entered inside me.
I couldn't help moaning, i said " mmmhh!" and he did as well, he was very excited, saying "mmmhh", " you're so soft", " you're so sweet, so innocent", and "aaahhhh" , and with his knees opend my legs wider and entered me deeper and deeper.
I I curved even more, opened my legs even more, so that my pussy was completely exposed to his penis. He said "oh yeah, ooohh, yeeees, yeeees, yeeees, aaaahhh"
He fucked me well, took all his time in and out.
Sometimes he went out, and then opened my pussy's lips with the top of his prick and then went inside again, nice and hard, saying "aahhh".
Then he put his thumb on my lips, and said "suck your dummy baby, suck it well"
I started licking it, and put it all inside my warm mouth, softly sucking it, thoroughly, in and out, in and out, in and out.He lost control and started ansimating, and moving quicker and quicker, gave me many strong strikes, and came all well, all inside my wet pussy.

Wednesday

News?

What is the news?

Tuesday

Other news, if I want

Jan…Thank God i have you to share this!
There are other news, if you want i will tell you about it

Carina

Monday

Well done!

Loved it!
What a description, Carina!

You have talent for this kind of thing.
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