Shortly after publishing Pleasures of Youth I began receiving autobiographical emails from Carina. Her naïve matter-of-factness, freshness and sincerity made her writing as different as faking is, well, to...fucking. Her writing is unusual and compelling.

Tuesday

His friend's birthday

The next morning at eleven i was there. Clean, fresh, white lace lingerie, stay-ups, and a nice skirt.
When we met he undressed me, leaving only my panties, my stay-ups. For the rest i was naked. He made me lay on my back, on the velvet pillow, and laid beside me, on his right side. We were behind the stender, on the pillow, near the mirror, and beside the wall.
He started caressing me, all my chest, my breasts, with one or two very delicate fingers, going from my breasts downwords on my tummy, sweetly coming up, and down.
He said, whispering in my year "Today we have to behave properly, we can only do sweet little things, sweet innocent things. It is my friend’s birthday", with a low, warm voice.
His voice, his whispering, and those soft light fingers going up and down began to excite me....
He put his lips on mine, and started kissing me, softly, just putting his lips on mine and kissing...then he started licking my lips, slowly...with my tongue i started licking his, in circular motions, very erotically, while he kept caressing me. He then softly entered my panties with his hand, and touched me with only one or two fingers, so lightly, while the other fingers only touched my pubic hair.
Mmmmh, it was so erotic, my lips softly licked, my tongue on his, his hands in my panties, my pussy all nice and wet.... On his friend’s birthday!
I automatically opened my thighs, as to ask him to touch me more, to enter me with those fingers...
He went on with this torture, saying in my year " you don't know how much i would like to make you come and watch your mouth spreading open with pleasure, so completely and wildly opened, while you scream and come, and come...but we can't..it wouldn't be appropriate...we have to behave....
I began breathing heavily, ansimating, i was getting close to coming, i was wet and ready but i needed a strong finger there, a stronger touch...He kept softly licking my lips, and softly titillating my clitoris, gently caressing me..
When he saw that i was almost coming, he took his hand off my panties, and said "turn baby, bend on your knees, nice and wide opened". I did. "I want you all opened, all bent and nicely curved..."I opened my thigs at their maximum extent, and bent even more. "Yeees, like this sweet baby, like this.." he whispered in my year. He entered immediately with his hard prick. I was looking myself in the mirror, which was in front of us. He was behind me, inside me. He put a finger on my clitoris, his hard prick inside me, giving it to me with strong strikes, nice and hard.... I exploded. I began coming, coming and coming, my mouth wide opened. I lost control...
Behind me, he fucked me hardly, watching my face in the mirror, my mouth wide opened...saying "aaaahhh, aaaahh, aaaaaaaahhh!!!" I was overwhelmed with pleasure..He said "forgive me !", as he inserted his medium finger all up my ass, and came, shaking, all inside me.

Saturday

His garret

On the other day he phoned me, and told me "come up to the garret, on the eighth floor". I took the elevator till the seventh floor ( it only goes up to that floor), and then went up on the circular stair, to the attic, where, entering a door, there is a long corridor, with many small rooms on each side, where the owners put the furnitures they don't use, old things, etc. He was there, with a big wrapped packet in his hands.
He opened a door, and let me in. It was his garret, there were old things, a lot of dust, and a soft medium light coming from a small window.
He said, "hi baby, i want to give you a present, unwrapp it!" I opened it. It was a big soft, blue velvet pillow, long almost one metre, and 80 cm wide.
I looked at him, i didn't understand. He said, "this is a nice little present for you. With this nice pillow we will be able to meet here, to relax, and you will be able to nicely part you legs and bend on your sweet knees without getting hurt when i will fuck you, and give you all the prick that you need..."
"Oh!" i said.
Then he took my hand and took me behind a stender where there were many coats hanging covered with plastic. There was a little place, and an old mirror leaning against the wall on the floor. "We'll put it here," he said, " so when we won't have time to meet somwhere else we will come up here, and have a little cuddle together ...
It seemed a nice idea to me, but it was late, i almost had to go. He said, "why don't you try it? just sit down, feel if you like it. He put it near the mirror, on the floor. I sat down, on my knees. "Jus raise your skirt, please, just let me look at you" I obeyed, always sitting on my knees. "mmmh, you could at least thank me a little" he said, standing in front of me. He slowly opened his trousers. He took out his prick. It was hard and erected, just in front of my mouth.
"Why don't you kiss it a little, softly? maybe just putting it between your soft lips, for a moment?"
I gently put my lips on the top of it, and nicely titillate it with my tongue. "Mmmh, what a nice sweet lips you have, and a soft velvet tongue! " Then i opened my mouth better and welcome it all inside. He began moving in and out, and i sucked it and licked it well and softly.
"Gooood girl, gooood girl, " He said while he took my head from behind, and pushed it all inside my mouth, deeper and deeper. My mouth was completely filled with his prick,, that was becoming bigger and bigger, and harder.."Yes baby, yes baby, it is all for you, nice and hard, have it all, suck it well baby suck it all...mmmmhh....." I went on faster, my tongue caressing all his sides.." uuuuhh, uuuuhhh, ahhhh, aaaaaaaaahhh" he said while he all came inside my mouth..."aaaaah!" he was shaking. I swallowed all his sperm....I let his last drops come well in my mouth and then, lick it all over to clean it, licked well his testicles, softly gave a nice little suck to the top of his prick and then put it back inside his slips.
"Good girl, well done baby" he said. His face was all red. I will give you a lot of it, baby, yeah, a lot of it....he sighed...
Then we arrange to meet the next day, at eleven in the morning. "I'll say that i'll go for a walk before lunchtime", he said. "I'll do the same!" I said.He longly kissed my warm lips and then we parted.

Friday

Carina prepares her very nice...

Dear Jan, i have so much to tell you!
A few days ago we had to meet in his office, so i prepared me very nice: instead of my panties i wore a white lace g-string, a pair of cream stay-ups, a lace white bra, a botton jumper and a nice quite short skirt. I also put on my lips a nice transparent lipstick he always finds very exciting. I was in the mood for sex. When i was going out i argued with my mother, so my mood was spoilt.
I went anyway to his office. When he saw me he immediately understood there was something wrong, so he said "come here, and tell me everything about it".
He laid on the sofa and i did as well, he made me turn on my left side, and he laid behind me. I started talking, and while i did he lightly opened my jumper. He said "let's take your bra off, you'll feel much frier". I remained with my opened jumper, without any bra. "I'm not in the mood for sex" i told him. He said "don't worry, look i'll take this nice cashemere plaid i've just bought, we'll lay close and i'll cuddle you". Meanwhile he took off his shoes and trousers and quickly came under the plaid with me. "So, and then what happened" he kept asking me, while his hand started fondling my breasts. While i kept talking he slowly started caressing my thighs, very lightly, i think he was afraid that i might get nervous. Then he raised my skirt and delicately caressed my buttocks. When he realized i was wearing that string he started breathing a little heavier in my year. He said " baby, come nearer, let me hold you, i want to cuddle you"..he put his hands on my breasts, softly fondling them. He said "relax, baby, let me just take good care of you, abandon yourself to me..", i'll give you something good. He stood up and took a Nutella chocolate vase, and put it in front of me. He opened it, and put his thumb inside it, covering all with chocolate, then he put it near my lips, and said "taste it, it's so good, i love it" I opened my mouth and started to softly lick his thumb...."mmmhh, i said, it's good".. "have it, he said, i'll give you plenty". While i eagerly sucked his thumb he slowly lowered my lace string and put his prick near my pussy. "Mmmmh, isn't it so nice and intimate to be here, so close under this soft plaid?" he whispered in my year, with a very low, warm voice. He started moving his prick between my inner lips, waving in and out, in and out..one hand fondling my breasts, the other inside my mouth. When there was no more chocolate on his thumb he put it inside the vase and took plenty and put it again inside my mouth, saying "lick it baby, suck it all, lick it well..."I said "mmmhh, mmmhh, it's good, i like it..." slowly licking his thumb eagerly, on all his sides, and putting it all deep in my mouth..."I knew you would like it, baby, i knew it.." he said. He then put the top of his prick on the mouth of my pussy, saying "yes baby, yeees, it's good, sooo good.." with a very low voice, and softly pushed it in, and entered my pussy, pushing slowly his prick in... "Ooooh, yeees, yeees" he said, entering me always deeper with gentle strikes. He put some more chocolate on his thumb, so that i kept softly sucking it. "I like it, it's so good!" i said. Then he put all his thumb into my mouth, saying "suck it baby, suck it all.."and gave me a few strong, deep strikes and came all in my warm cunt..Afterwords he bent down, opened my legs, and licked my pussy very well. He made me open my thighs as much as i could and he licked and kissed me until i came nice and well inside his mouth...

Tuesday

Carina did not catch 'flu, after all

I didn't catch his flu yet, and i hope i won't...
Today i can't write you, but tomorrow i will, because i have to tell you something nice that happened yesterday in his office.
A nice BIG kiss to you too....

Carina

Monday

Hoping Carina did not catch his 'flu

i hope you did not catch his flu.
you write about this things very well.

Thursday

Love during the 'flu

Hi! I have to tell you what happened this afternoon, because i think you'll like it.
His girlfriend told me he was in bed with flu and some fever ( i already knew about it because he had sent me a message with the phone). She said "come and visit him, he' ll be happy to see someone, you know how he hates not feeling well!"
I was suspicious but I went there, he was in bed with his pejama, he didn't look well really. His ‘wife’ offered me some tea, then she said "Carina, if you can make me a favour, can you stay here for one hour, so i go to the church to the Mass. Is it a problem for you?" "No, no problem, don't worry i said, feeling completely guilty, as she can treats me like a daughter and i know what i'm doing with her beloved ‘husband.’.i better not think about it..
When she went out he said "come here, let me see your pussy, put down your panties.."
I said no, you are ill, be quite! I stood up, leant my back on the wall and slowly opened my blouse. I opened botton after botton. He was watching. Then i lowered my bra under my breasts, and put them out of the bra.. He said "come here"... i laid on the bed beside him, he under the covers, i over it, and turned towards him, my breasts in front of his face.
I said " you have to behave, you are ill, relax, be a good boy", and started caressing his head, his hair.
He started kissing my breasts,,putting them all in his mouth, eagerly...mmmhh... I put one breast in his mouth, and said" just suck this, like a good boy" He obeyed and eagerly sucked my breast, like a baby drinking the milk from his mum.
I then enterd his pejamas trousers with my hand, slowly and reached his prick, and softly started masturbating him.
I said " yes, baby good boy, good boy, mummy is here for you..." and caressed him, with my warm hand, up and down, up and down..
He got very excited, he breathed hard, he liked it.
It was all very tender and sweet...
We began to kiss, his tongue in my mouth, mine in his, warmly, while i kept touching him...all very very erotical., and then my brast all in his mouth..
then, when i understood that he was close to coming i bent over his prick, and gently opened my mouth, receiving it in my lips, in my mouth, welcoming it inside with all my tongue..
With my lips i sucked it all and made it enter all deep inside the mouth, moving, caressing it , licking it till i made him come, all inside it, drinking and swallowing all his sperm.
He came sighing, shaking, moaning with pleasure...
Then i thoroughly sucked his prick, licking his testicles very very well, to leave them fresh and clean.
I didn' want his girlfrend to find out what had happened.
He said "you made my die...you almost killed me ...i didn't think, i didn't expect..."
I closed my blouse, kissed his prick goodbye on its top, with my lips and tongue, and got ready for when she came back.
"I Think he's having a nap", i said, watching tv in the living room.
"Let's go and see him", she said. We went to his room, he was there, his eyes closed, and a happy stupid smile on his face.

Tuesday

Carina lets go of all inhibitions

last night ( in the evening), he took me at a friend's house ( the friend was away). He lit the fire in the fireplace.
There was a guanaco carpet on the floor, and we spent some time just exciting each other. He kissed me, fondling my breasts, and masturbated me sweetly, slowly, with that warmth of the fire, and the soft carpet under my back.
What is there better than this? Taking all the time for pleasure, coming, and coming with the legs opened wide and a nice tongue on your clitoris. Letting go all inhibitions..
Being turned and entered from behind slowly, on my knees, so opened, so exposed, with a nice hard prick inside, going all the way in and out..till all the pleasure comes..
it is nice to hear how he likes fucking me, how he breathes heavily while he fucks me, he says that my pussy really adores the prick ( i don't know how can he tell it).Anyway what is there better than having sex near a warm fireplace? If only i could do it evry evening..

Saturday

Carina must not ask her pussy

I will soono tell you better details of what I am doing.
Thank for your interest, i will wait before i do anything, and think well.. i mustnt ask my pussy what to do..she has very precise ideas about it...
Carina

Thursday

Carina writes very well

Very well written, Carina!
What is next with this man? How long will you remain interested in him sexually?