A Year in Carina

Shortly after publishing Pleasures of Youth I began receiving autobiographical emails from Carina. Her naïve matter-of-factness, freshness and sincerity made her writing as different as faking is, well, to...fucking. Her writing is unusual and compelling.

Thursday

Carina needs to masturbate, often...

He went away for a couple of days, and so we didn't meet. He anyway sent me many messages on the cellphone, saying that he missed me, and things like " dreamt of you nicely sucking me.." or " i masturbating under the shower thinking of you", " i wanna fuck you nice and deep when i'm back..."and things like that.
I often had to masturbate too...
When home he immediately asked me if i could meet him upstairs. I went upstairs, i was so excited, i already felt all wet...
As i entered the room he immediately pushed me against the wall, rubbing his pelvis against me. His hand entered my panties, and one finger deep inside my wet pussy. "MMMhhhh! ahhh!" he moaned. I did the same, as he gave me that hard finger all inside. He opened his tousers, took out his prick, and pushed my head down to it. I bent on my knees, and started sucking it. He breathed quickly, and heavily, i think he needed to come, he was extremely horny...He took off my skirt, and said "come here, bend down on your knees", and i did, on the soft velvet pillow. He pushed down my spine, curving it very much, and when i was completely bent slipped down my panties, bent behind me. With his legs widened my thighs and enterer my pussy, strongly.. "Haaaah, he breathed so heavily- aaaaahh, mmmmhh,aaaaaahhh, mmmmhhh, aaaaahhh" he gave me so strong strikes, so strong....but i liked it...oh, how i liked it.....he fucked me with quick, ritmic strikes, a little like dogs do... in and out, in and out, and he came all shaking, almost braying, inside my soft little eager pussy ...

Wednesday

Carina is brilliant

you are...carina...brilliant at this kind of thing.
you are making me your addict...

Thursday

Carina has her own key to their 'room' and decides on a little surprise

The following day, he sent me another message, asking me to meet him upstairs, in "our room". He didn't have to go to work, so we arranged it at 2.30 p.m. He has made another key to get there, so i decided to go a little sooner than that, just to get ready to give him a little surprise..
I entered and took my dress of, and only kept some nice light beige wool stay-ups, we had saw in a shop, ( he had said "i find them soo erotic!) that i had bought a few days after. They have on ther border sum kind of fur, and little bow on one side. I also put on my lips the glossy transparent lipstic he adores, and i remained only with that.
I then laied down on the velvet pillow, on my tummy, my legs widely opened, and my feet bending down towards my bottom.
I leant on my elbows, so that when he entered he could also see my soft breasts naked..
He arrived and saw me in that position, gently dangling my feet, he said "Oh my Goood....!!!"
"Hi!" I said, with a nice smile..."I'm happy to see you!"
"I am happy to see you!" he said, getting closer to me, behind me. He remained just behind me, and gave a long eager look at my pussy, well exposed..."Mmmmhh....it looks interesting, Very interesting.....And took off his coat, shoes and trousers.
I said " I missed you so much, i needed cuddling, a little sweet cuddling.."
"Ohhh, he said, i'm gonna give you all the cuddle you need, baby, ALL the cuddle you need..." He was already brething a little heavier than normal.
"Why don't you lay close to me..." I slowly murmured with a little voice. He immediately did. "Why don't you nicely caress my little ass", i said, "i like it so much when you do it!" He put his hand on the back of my thighs, and slowly caressed it, up towards my ass, touching it very lightly. I turned my mouth towards his, and started kissing him softly on the lips, giving him my tong on the lips, and slowly inside his mouth...
While we kissed he entered my pussy with one finger, and began going in and out, slowly and deeply, lightly and ritmically..I moaned with pleasure..
He said "Moan baby, moan...i love to hear you moaning.."
He put his head on the pillow, and started sucking them..his finger always massaging my pussy..
I told him in the ear, whispering "I am ashamed to moan...you know, i try to keep me from doing it, but sometimes you make feel so much pleasure...that i ...mmmmhh!" He sighed, then whispered in my mouth " Baby, moan, please moan, i love it, uuuuhh, how i love to hear you moan, you make such i nice innocent voice while you do it, please, let yourself go...it turns me on even more.."
"I'll try.." i said "I wanna be all yours...ALL yours..." i whispered in his ear. " I am so lucky, he said, breathing, most men have those horrible wives, nervous, old... and here i am, i have this beautiful babe, all naked, sweet, with this beautiful lips, this velvet tongue, this superb, round soft breasts, and this soft pussy, and this wonderful bottom, so round, spontaneusly curved, as it was just begging me to fuck it..."
I was very excited, i began to rub my clitoris on the pillow, moving my ass in circular motions, and raising it..
He put another finger inside my pussy...I moaned..His tongue was in my mouth, mine in his, nicely licking each other. .He whispered in my ear " Oh baby, you will give me sooo much pleasure, soo much pleasure.....he sighed...we'll do so many nice things together....nice little things...."
I came, saying "AAAhhhh! AAAhhhh! AAAAAAAAhhhhh!"
He came behind me, and finally entered me.. his prick hardest than ever...He gave it to me so well, nice and hard, saying "i'll give you all the prick you need , baby, i'll give you soo much prick!..."that i came again, sweetly moaning in pleasure...he came immediately inside me...ansimating so strong....

Tuesday

His friend's birthday

The next morning at eleven i was there. Clean, fresh, white lace lingerie, stay-ups, and a nice skirt.
When we met he undressed me, leaving only my panties, my stay-ups. For the rest i was naked. He made me lay on my back, on the velvet pillow, and laid beside me, on his right side. We were behind the stender, on the pillow, near the mirror, and beside the wall.
He started caressing me, all my chest, my breasts, with one or two very delicate fingers, going from my breasts downwords on my tummy, sweetly coming up, and down.
He said, whispering in my year "Today we have to behave properly, we can only do sweet little things, sweet innocent things. It is my friend’s birthday", with a low, warm voice.
His voice, his whispering, and those soft light fingers going up and down began to excite me....
He put his lips on mine, and started kissing me, softly, just putting his lips on mine and kissing...then he started licking my lips, slowly...with my tongue i started licking his, in circular motions, very erotically, while he kept caressing me. He then softly entered my panties with his hand, and touched me with only one or two fingers, so lightly, while the other fingers only touched my pubic hair.
Mmmmh, it was so erotic, my lips softly licked, my tongue on his, his hands in my panties, my pussy all nice and wet.... On his friend’s birthday!
I automatically opened my thighs, as to ask him to touch me more, to enter me with those fingers...
He went on with this torture, saying in my year " you don't know how much i would like to make you come and watch your mouth spreading open with pleasure, so completely and wildly opened, while you scream and come, and come...but we can't..it wouldn't be appropriate...we have to behave....
I began breathing heavily, ansimating, i was getting close to coming, i was wet and ready but i needed a strong finger there, a stronger touch...He kept softly licking my lips, and softly titillating my clitoris, gently caressing me..
When he saw that i was almost coming, he took his hand off my panties, and said "turn baby, bend on your knees, nice and wide opened". I did. "I want you all opened, all bent and nicely curved..."I opened my thigs at their maximum extent, and bent even more. "Yeees, like this sweet baby, like this.." he whispered in my year. He entered immediately with his hard prick. I was looking myself in the mirror, which was in front of us. He was behind me, inside me. He put a finger on my clitoris, his hard prick inside me, giving it to me with strong strikes, nice and hard.... I exploded. I began coming, coming and coming, my mouth wide opened. I lost control...
Behind me, he fucked me hardly, watching my face in the mirror, my mouth wide opened...saying "aaaahhh, aaaahh, aaaaaaaahhh!!!" I was overwhelmed with pleasure..He said "forgive me !", as he inserted his medium finger all up my ass, and came, shaking, all inside me.

Saturday

His garret

On the other day he phoned me, and told me "come up to the garret, on the eighth floor". I took the elevator till the seventh floor ( it only goes up to that floor), and then went up on the circular stair, to the attic, where, entering a door, there is a long corridor, with many small rooms on each side, where the owners put the furnitures they don't use, old things, etc. He was there, with a big wrapped packet in his hands.
He opened a door, and let me in. It was his garret, there were old things, a lot of dust, and a soft medium light coming from a small window.
He said, "hi baby, i want to give you a present, unwrapp it!" I opened it. It was a big soft, blue velvet pillow, long almost one metre, and 80 cm wide.
I looked at him, i didn't understand. He said, "this is a nice little present for you. With this nice pillow we will be able to meet here, to relax, and you will be able to nicely part you legs and bend on your sweet knees without getting hurt when i will fuck you, and give you all the prick that you need..."
"Oh!" i said.
Then he took my hand and took me behind a stender where there were many coats hanging covered with plastic. There was a little place, and an old mirror leaning against the wall on the floor. "We'll put it here," he said, " so when we won't have time to meet somwhere else we will come up here, and have a little cuddle together ...
It seemed a nice idea to me, but it was late, i almost had to go. He said, "why don't you try it? just sit down, feel if you like it. He put it near the mirror, on the floor. I sat down, on my knees. "Jus raise your skirt, please, just let me look at you" I obeyed, always sitting on my knees. "mmmh, you could at least thank me a little" he said, standing in front of me. He slowly opened his trousers. He took out his prick. It was hard and erected, just in front of my mouth.
"Why don't you kiss it a little, softly? maybe just putting it between your soft lips, for a moment?"
I gently put my lips on the top of it, and nicely titillate it with my tongue. "Mmmh, what a nice sweet lips you have, and a soft velvet tongue! " Then i opened my mouth better and welcome it all inside. He began moving in and out, and i sucked it and licked it well and softly.
"Gooood girl, gooood girl, " He said while he took my head from behind, and pushed it all inside my mouth, deeper and deeper. My mouth was completely filled with his prick,, that was becoming bigger and bigger, and harder.."Yes baby, yes baby, it is all for you, nice and hard, have it all, suck it well baby suck it all...mmmmhh....." I went on faster, my tongue caressing all his sides.." uuuuhh, uuuuhhh, ahhhh, aaaaaaaaahhh" he said while he all came inside my mouth..."aaaaah!" he was shaking. I swallowed all his sperm....I let his last drops come well in my mouth and then, lick it all over to clean it, licked well his testicles, softly gave a nice little suck to the top of his prick and then put it back inside his slips.
"Good girl, well done baby" he said. His face was all red. I will give you a lot of it, baby, yeah, a lot of it....he sighed...
Then we arrange to meet the next day, at eleven in the morning. "I'll say that i'll go for a walk before lunchtime", he said. "I'll do the same!" I said.He longly kissed my warm lips and then we parted.

Friday

Carina prepares her very nice...

Dear Jan, i have so much to tell you!
A few days ago we had to meet in his office, so i prepared me very nice: instead of my panties i wore a white lace g-string, a pair of cream stay-ups, a lace white bra, a botton jumper and a nice quite short skirt. I also put on my lips a nice transparent lipstick he always finds very exciting. I was in the mood for sex. When i was going out i argued with my mother, so my mood was spoilt.
I went anyway to his office. When he saw me he immediately understood there was something wrong, so he said "come here, and tell me everything about it".
He laid on the sofa and i did as well, he made me turn on my left side, and he laid behind me. I started talking, and while i did he lightly opened my jumper. He said "let's take your bra off, you'll feel much frier". I remained with my opened jumper, without any bra. "I'm not in the mood for sex" i told him. He said "don't worry, look i'll take this nice cashemere plaid i've just bought, we'll lay close and i'll cuddle you". Meanwhile he took off his shoes and trousers and quickly came under the plaid with me. "So, and then what happened" he kept asking me, while his hand started fondling my breasts. While i kept talking he slowly started caressing my thighs, very lightly, i think he was afraid that i might get nervous. Then he raised my skirt and delicately caressed my buttocks. When he realized i was wearing that string he started breathing a little heavier in my year. He said " baby, come nearer, let me hold you, i want to cuddle you"..he put his hands on my breasts, softly fondling them. He said "relax, baby, let me just take good care of you, abandon yourself to me..", i'll give you something good. He stood up and took a Nutella chocolate vase, and put it in front of me. He opened it, and put his thumb inside it, covering all with chocolate, then he put it near my lips, and said "taste it, it's so good, i love it" I opened my mouth and started to softly lick his thumb...."mmmhh, i said, it's good".. "have it, he said, i'll give you plenty". While i eagerly sucked his thumb he slowly lowered my lace string and put his prick near my pussy. "Mmmmh, isn't it so nice and intimate to be here, so close under this soft plaid?" he whispered in my year, with a very low, warm voice. He started moving his prick between my inner lips, waving in and out, in and out..one hand fondling my breasts, the other inside my mouth. When there was no more chocolate on his thumb he put it inside the vase and took plenty and put it again inside my mouth, saying "lick it baby, suck it all, lick it well..."I said "mmmhh, mmmhh, it's good, i like it..." slowly licking his thumb eagerly, on all his sides, and putting it all deep in my mouth..."I knew you would like it, baby, i knew it.." he said. He then put the top of his prick on the mouth of my pussy, saying "yes baby, yeees, it's good, sooo good.." with a very low voice, and softly pushed it in, and entered my pussy, pushing slowly his prick in... "Ooooh, yeees, yeees" he said, entering me always deeper with gentle strikes. He put some more chocolate on his thumb, so that i kept softly sucking it. "I like it, it's so good!" i said. Then he put all his thumb into my mouth, saying "suck it baby, suck it all.."and gave me a few strong, deep strikes and came all in my warm cunt..Afterwords he bent down, opened my legs, and licked my pussy very well. He made me open my thighs as much as i could and he licked and kissed me until i came nice and well inside his mouth...

Tuesday

Carina did not catch 'flu, after all

I didn't catch his flu yet, and i hope i won't...
Today i can't write you, but tomorrow i will, because i have to tell you something nice that happened yesterday in his office.
A nice BIG kiss to you too....

Carina

Monday

Hoping Carina did not catch his 'flu

i hope you did not catch his flu.
you write about this things very well.

Thursday

Love during the 'flu

Hi! I have to tell you what happened this afternoon, because i think you'll like it.
His girlfriend told me he was in bed with flu and some fever ( i already knew about it because he had sent me a message with the phone). She said "come and visit him, he' ll be happy to see someone, you know how he hates not feeling well!"
I was suspicious but I went there, he was in bed with his pejama, he didn't look well really. His ‘wife’ offered me some tea, then she said "Carina, if you can make me a favour, can you stay here for one hour, so i go to the church to the Mass. Is it a problem for you?" "No, no problem, don't worry i said, feeling completely guilty, as she can treats me like a daughter and i know what i'm doing with her beloved ‘husband.’.i better not think about it..
When she went out he said "come here, let me see your pussy, put down your panties.."
I said no, you are ill, be quite! I stood up, leant my back on the wall and slowly opened my blouse. I opened botton after botton. He was watching. Then i lowered my bra under my breasts, and put them out of the bra.. He said "come here"... i laid on the bed beside him, he under the covers, i over it, and turned towards him, my breasts in front of his face.
I said " you have to behave, you are ill, relax, be a good boy", and started caressing his head, his hair.
He started kissing my breasts,,putting them all in his mouth, eagerly...mmmhh... I put one breast in his mouth, and said" just suck this, like a good boy" He obeyed and eagerly sucked my breast, like a baby drinking the milk from his mum.
I then enterd his pejamas trousers with my hand, slowly and reached his prick, and softly started masturbating him.
I said " yes, baby good boy, good boy, mummy is here for you..." and caressed him, with my warm hand, up and down, up and down..
He got very excited, he breathed hard, he liked it.
It was all very tender and sweet...
We began to kiss, his tongue in my mouth, mine in his, warmly, while i kept touching him...all very very erotical., and then my brast all in his mouth..
then, when i understood that he was close to coming i bent over his prick, and gently opened my mouth, receiving it in my lips, in my mouth, welcoming it inside with all my tongue..
With my lips i sucked it all and made it enter all deep inside the mouth, moving, caressing it , licking it till i made him come, all inside it, drinking and swallowing all his sperm.
He came sighing, shaking, moaning with pleasure...
Then i thoroughly sucked his prick, licking his testicles very very well, to leave them fresh and clean.
I didn' want his girlfrend to find out what had happened.
He said "you made my die...you almost killed me ...i didn't think, i didn't expect..."
I closed my blouse, kissed his prick goodbye on its top, with my lips and tongue, and got ready for when she came back.
"I Think he's having a nap", i said, watching tv in the living room.
"Let's go and see him", she said. We went to his room, he was there, his eyes closed, and a happy stupid smile on his face.

Tuesday

Carina lets go of all inhibitions

last night ( in the evening), he took me at a friend's house ( the friend was away). He lit the fire in the fireplace.
There was a guanaco carpet on the floor, and we spent some time just exciting each other. He kissed me, fondling my breasts, and masturbated me sweetly, slowly, with that warmth of the fire, and the soft carpet under my back.
What is there better than this? Taking all the time for pleasure, coming, and coming with the legs opened wide and a nice tongue on your clitoris. Letting go all inhibitions..
Being turned and entered from behind slowly, on my knees, so opened, so exposed, with a nice hard prick inside, going all the way in and out..till all the pleasure comes..
it is nice to hear how he likes fucking me, how he breathes heavily while he fucks me, he says that my pussy really adores the prick ( i don't know how can he tell it).Anyway what is there better than having sex near a warm fireplace? If only i could do it evry evening..

Saturday

Carina must not ask her pussy

I will soono tell you better details of what I am doing.
Thank for your interest, i will wait before i do anything, and think well.. i mustnt ask my pussy what to do..she has very precise ideas about it...
Carina

Thursday

Carina writes very well

Very well written, Carina!
What is next with this man? How long will you remain interested in him sexually?

Carina says I will be pleased

You will be pleased to know that i met him yesterday.
He asked me to meet him in an Hotel in Milan.
We had an aperitive, then we went to his room. I think he told his friend he would arrive later, i don't know..
When we arrived in the room he undressed me, and left me with only my panties, (very small and cream color ) and my stay-ups ( same colour), he took my bra off, and let me wear (thank God!) my opened jumper. He said that while he was away he had imagined me like that, and wanted to make it true. He took off the cover of the bed and asked me to lie on it, my head on the pillow.
He then took his trousers off and remained only with his shirt. His penis was already erected.
He lied beside me, and started kissing my lips, my neck, slowly sucked my breasts, anf fondled them. He said "mmmh, relax, baby, relax..."
Then he went on my tummy. He kissed it very softly, all around, sweetly lickin' it. I shivered..Then he went down and began kissing the skin on the border of my panties, and licking it..i began to want those lips down there, on my pussy, but i didn't say it. Then he went to my thighs, slightly parted them, and kissed and kissed all the internal part of them. I was already very ready to be fucked ( as you will imagine), but he made me wait.
He took off my panties, and kept kissing all my body, avoiding deliberally my pussy, but going very close to it with his lips. At every kiss i was hoping he would go on my pussy.
He saw that i was sometimes holdin my breath, but he ignored it.
Then he opened my legs with his arms, very wide, and finally put his lips on my mount of venus, and on my pussy, and licked me slowly, and kissed softly my pussy. Ooooh my God! I wanted to resist,but i came ansimating, my mouth wide open, shortly after. I would have liked to hide my face somewhere but i couldnt...He didn't stop, he went on and on, his tongue going up and down on my clitoris and inside, i came again, saying "aaaah, aaaahhh!!!"
then he penetrated me, his tongue all in my mouth, giving me good pelvic crush, and came all well inside my pussy..

Wednesday

Waiting for 'his' return

Biggest in the world...I am?
I like your work in this area. You have much talent, very much.
I wait for ‘his’ return, anxiously.
I know you will not...disappoint.

Tuesday

Carina is 'not involved' but will 'see him again'

No, i haven't, but he's been away from Milan, and so we didn't meet. I'll probably see him again, but i'm not at all involved..
You didn't answer any of my questions, like always!
Why don't you give me some suggestions on some nice situation i might create with him? I mean something erotic, you are the biggest expert in the world! Be of some use!
Answer my questions!!!
Bye and a big kiss
C

Sunday

Seeing 'him'

Have you been seeing 'him'?

Wednesday

Carina is well

Hi Jan, i didn't hear of you anymore! How are you?
i'm quite well, but i would like to hear from you from time to time!
How is your sentimental life now? are you with anybody or are you single?
Many kisses

Carina

Sunday

Hello! I'm back...

Hello! I'm back..I red your messages, but i don't think i'll have "that" sex, i don't need it really.
He is very happy to fuck me or whatever, no anal, so i won't tell him yes.
Last night he managed to come and collect me at the train station with his car, and we went and had something to drink. Afterwords, in the car, he caressed me a little and kissed me, so, like always, as you know, i got excited.. We had to drive around because people were looking.
After we parked again he got excited too, and opened his trousers putting my hand on his prick, but i preferred to give him a nice head, very sweet and soft. I licked and sucked him slowly and thoroughly, and he came all inside my mouth. I think he liked it, because he was breathing heavily, and shaking... We almost got caught by some passing people.
then he told me to sit on him, my back against his chest, and i did. He raised my skirt, i took off my panties, and put my knees wide opened on the front of the car.
He then slowly started caressing me, with one hand slowly touching my clitoris, and with the other hand entering my pussy with one finger, inserting it ritmically...
Meanwhile he wispered in my year that i'm a naughty girl, always looking for pleasure, and more very dirty things that i won't tell ..About a movie theter, and what we could do.
There was a nice relaxing music in the car, and i came so well, naturally, all in his hands.I came twice.

Tuesday

Meanwhile...

Hi! i'll be away for a few days, so i won't be able to answer you ( I'm not going with HIM ), but in any case please answer me, i wanna receive your mail when i'll be back on Sunday, ok?
Meanwhile try to behave and not to fuck too many women at the same time..
Kisses

Carina

Thursday

Yes...Take it

i say yes. take it.
when you do it make sure you he uses a lubricated condom. also lubricate yourself, after washing carefully. i hope he knows what he is doing. perhaps you should question him carefully about exactly what he thinks to do with you.

Wednesday

Anal sex? Carina is not sure

You have asked me before whether i can orgasm while anal sex, well, i've never had that so far! I've always been afraid of feeling pain.
He said he would like to "teach" me that, that it's delicious, and he dosen't mind if i'm still a virgin from that point of view...
but i don't know. He often caresses my anus because he says that one day i will want it, and then he'll give it to me.
What do you think ?
Bye Carina

Tuesday

They just know

Every wife or girlfriend knows.

Monday

Carina wants to know...

Why?!! please explain me

Sunday

The friend's knowledge

His friend already knows.

Saturday

Totally different, politically and everything

Hi Jan,
well for the moment nobody suspects anything:it is too unlikely that this happens for somebody even think of it.
Anyway, i don't think it will last for a long time.
I'm not in love, nor he is. We are totally different, politically and everything. I think we'll take some pleasure from this and one of us will some day stop. But, of course, we must be very careful.
I'll keep you updated.
KissesCarina

Friday

We must publish

my god, i love the way he slipped your panties down…with his teeth! brilliant, of course, very brilliant!
we must somehow publish this in your book...please carry on your good work. this is like that french girl with bonjour tristesse! sagan, you remember sagan? but with real sex.
you still haven't answered what about your mother, and his ‘friend’?you are, after all, living on practically the same floor for god's sake! how can this proceed undiscovered... how? tell me. How?

Tuesday

'Maybe we should stop': Carina does not know if she wants to 'go on...'

Yesterdat i went to his office again, wearing a very nice and sexy lingerie, a nice skirt, etc.
When i arrived he told me he had been thinking of me all afternoon, and that he couldn't get concentrated on his job. I pretended to laugh, i said i don't believe you, you are joking..
He pushed me against the wall, opened my jumper and lowered my bra under my breasts, without opening it: they were all pushed up and exposed.
Mmmmh, he said, and started fondling them, and licking as well.
Then i said, "maybe we should stop doing this, i don't know if i want to go on..."
He took my skirt down, and bent on his knees. He saw the nice sexy suspender belt i had wore.
Said "it's because you don't want me to fuck you that you keep wearing this provocative, sultry lingerie, isn't it? ok, baby, i won't fuck you".
"Let me just kiss you a little, sweetheart", he said. Then he started licking slowly my thighs from down upwords, and again, and again. As usually i felt loosing my will of behaving..
he licked the inside of my thighs, and kissed them, his tong slowly going all the way on the edges of my pussy..he started kissing it through my panties, and lowered it with his teeth. As they went down on the floor i sighed..he kept kissing my pussy, then opened its lips with his hands and licked more deeply, titillating my clitoris, and inside, all the way ...i felt my knees trembling...i said "mmmh mmmh"
then he turned me the other side, my face against the wall. I spontaneusly curved my spine as to help him entering me with his tongue.
He then opened my butt with his hands, and kept on sucking my pussy, licking it thoroughly.
" I see you don't want it", he said, then entered hardly with his finger all the way up my super wet pussy. "I feel you don't want it", while i kept moaning "mmmh, mmmh". He went down to my clitoris with his tongue, tickling, while i was all curved, his hands keeping my ass opened to his maximum extent.
I was so excited i had to lay on the floor. He opened my legs wide, and went on titillating me, softly licking, sucking and kissing inside me.
I was about to come, and started waving my pelvis down and up, i lost control, against his tongue.
He said" maybe we shouldn't do this, maybe we should stop"..."no, no, go on go on!" i said.
"Please, go on, says a well educated girl as you are", he said.
"Please please please pleas go on!" i said, and opened my legs even wider ( if possible), shaking, moving...He then bent on me and gave me the top of his tongue, hard on my clitoris, round and round till i came came came ansimating, my mouth wide open with pleasure...
Then he entered me with his prick and fucked me well and hard. I didn't say another word...

Monday

Carina is not 'so innocent...'

Jan, I hope i didn't bore you with my stories, i only told you about it because i have this strange thing with you, the fact that you and i share this makes me a little excited as well, it's a little a way of playing erotically with you as well...
You know me so well, i'm surprised by this, you understand perfectly that i'm not so innocent, and not everybody gets it, this really excites me, you can read my mind..
i wouldn't mind being in a bed with you, naked, and at your disposal, but as you are so far away i must resort to someone more available, and all i can give you is to tell you what happens..
so, let me know if you wanna know about other things that may happen.
It is quite nice to see how this man desires me and to let him have what he wants in an easy way. It's somehow perverted, i know, but to be an "innocent" object of desire is quite sexually exciting.
A nice, long, soft kiss to you
Carina

Saturday

Continue...

Continue...with the good work.
Perhaps I will use it in my next book, if you will allow.

But what if your mother finds out, never mind ‘his’ friend?

Thursday

He said, We can watch football...

Dear Jan,
You are so kind of my writing!
After our last meeting we didn' manage to meet for a couple of days. Then, last night his friend went to the theatre with her friends, as she always does every two weeks. He phoned me on Saturday, and asked me why didn't i go to his home on that occasion. He said, we can watch the football match together.
I must confess that the idea appealed to me, so i said ok. I prepared myself well, my skin softly hydrated, a nice white lingerie, a nice transparent lipgloss, ( a skirt, of course )and i went.
When i arrived he kissed me softly on the lips, he said to come over to his bedroom, he was watching the match on the big bed.
We talked about how it was going, chatted for a while, drank some white wine, joked a little.
Then he said : "Why don't you wear something comfortable, put this", and gave me a light skin colour transparent gown, very short, and very soft.
I obeyed, and went to the bathroom, and wore it.
I remained without any bra, with my white lace panties and that suspender belt.
He said "Mmmmh", you look very nice, sweety, come here near me, i prefer watching tv when you're looking like this...
I laid down on my tummy. He then laid next to me, his head on one hand, and kept watching the match. Then he started caressing my back, from my neck down all my spine, sweetly, up and down.
Without wanting it, i curved my spine, raising my bottom upwords. He kept caressing my spine, slowly, up and down, and softly caressing by buttocks. He came a little closer, and began kissing me softly, sweetly.
I was all excited, but feigned calm.
Then he went and took two soft pillows, and he put them under my pussy, saying "maybe you'll feel more comfortable like this". My botton was now very curved, lifted up, raised.
He kept caressing my back, and watching tv, then with his finger entered my panties....
He started playing with his finger with my asshole, gently tickling it, in soft circular moves. It was paradise. I became all wet. Then with another finger entered my pussy..
He sweetly started entering it with his finger, going down to my clitoris, and all the way up and down.
He started kissing me again, slowly, softly, while he played with my pussy. He looked very calm, relaxed.
Inside my head i was just begging him to fuck me, to fill me completely with his hard prick, in my pussy, in my ass, wherever, and to water me with all his sperm.
Then he finally came over me, opened his trousers, freed his prick, put slowly down my panties.
He then took my breasts in his hands, his tongue in my mouth and entered inside me.
I couldn't help moaning, i said " mmmhh!" and he did as well, he was very excited, saying "mmmhh", " you're so soft", " you're so sweet, so innocent", and "aaahhhh" , and with his knees opend my legs wider and entered me deeper and deeper.
I I curved even more, opened my legs even more, so that my pussy was completely exposed to his penis. He said "oh yeah, ooohh, yeeees, yeeees, yeeees, aaaahhh"
He fucked me well, took all his time in and out.
Sometimes he went out, and then opened my pussy's lips with the top of his prick and then went inside again, nice and hard, saying "aahhh".
Then he put his thumb on my lips, and said "suck your dummy baby, suck it well"
I started licking it, and put it all inside my warm mouth, softly sucking it, thoroughly, in and out, in and out, in and out.He lost control and started ansimating, and moving quicker and quicker, gave me many strong strikes, and came all well, all inside my wet pussy.

Wednesday

News?

What is the news?

Tuesday

Other news, if I want

Jan…Thank God i have you to share this!
There are other news, if you want i will tell you about it

Carina

Monday

Well done!

Loved it!
What a description, Carina!

You have talent for this kind of thing.
I

Saturday

Carina visits the office

Dear Jan,
I update you to what happened yesterday in the afternoon. He told me to be there about 5.30pm, because he would be alone, and we could chat in peace, without somebody noticing me.
I must confess that despite my will to resist and to just see and talk i wore a quite sexy powder color underwear, and always those tempting hoses..., and a skirt, of course..,but in my mind i wasn't sure i wanted to do something.
Anyway, let's go from the beginning.
When i entered he really showed me his office, he gave me some porto wine, and we sat on the sofa.
We laughed a little, and talked for a while, then he kissed me.
Unfortunately the wine had its effect, and he said why didn't we lay down on the sofa, just to relax a little.
I said we had to behave, and decided to lay turning on my left side, giving him my back, so he remained on the sofa but laying behind me.
He asked me if he just could caress my thighs, while we were talking. I said yes, but be a good boy.
He started telling me about a trip he was going to do in Pisa, but while he talked he was almost whispering with a very warm voice in my year, so that even if he was talking about Pisa i started to feel excited. But i didn't show it.
In the meanwhile, he kept talking, his voice in my ear, his hand was softly caressing my thighs, up and down, sometimes it looked as if he was almost arriving to my pussy, but nothing, he was going down again. Then he passed to the back of my thighs, and went up, entered my panties from the back, i couldn't breathe from how much at that moment hoped he would enter me with those fingers, but he just caressed me, and only very lightly passed near my pussy.
Then again he started on the front, caressing me from down my knees in the internal part of my legs, softly up, and up...., entered my slips and just slightly touched my clitoris, and with the other finger enterd the pussy ( and to my shame i'm afraid felt it was already wet), and then went down again, caressing my thighs, upwords, and downwords, slowly whispering in my year. i was almost suffocating for how excited i was. After a few minutes of this torture, while he seemed impassive, I decided to turn my head behind and i kissed him, softly and slowly...at that moment he entered my panties with his fingers and while we kissed he very erotically touched me, and i came, came, came, came into his hand.
He had won. He respected my will, but led me to ask ( to beg ) him to do it, with my kiss.
After that he opened his trousers, and put his penis between my thighs always from behind, between my buttocks, slightly touchin my wet pussy, its inner lips, and started to move. He then took my breasts from behind in his hands, and softly caressed and titillate them. I turned my head back and kept kissing him, licking his tongue. He licked mine.Shortly after he started breathing strongly and he came, shaking.

Thursday

Talk of trying to resist

I believe you know that know it is useless for you to talk in terms trying 'to resist' once you go to his office. Yes, I would like to know what happens, especially if you write about it as well as you did previously.
You may tell me, in detail.

Wednesday

Carina worries...

Thank you Jan, but i am quiet worried, because i am trying to resist, because it is dangerous, i don't know what to do..
he asked me if i would like to go to his office, to see where he works, i don't know, maybe i'll go, just to have a look, but i'm not sure.
Do you mind if i write to you again to tell you what happens?
I really need to share this with someone, and maybe you can help me..
Let me know.

Carina

Tuesday

OohhhCarina!

OohhhCarina!
What a wonderful and erotic moment, and how well you wrote of it.

But what advice can I give you? Hhmmmm…My advice is: Have as many orgasms as possible while you can, and—if you can, and your time has come—die while having one too. Just be a little careful with whom you do such things…

Monday

It begins...

Hi Jan,
I was thinking about you, because of what happened to me yesterday. I was wondering what you would think about it.
I have a neighbour, a man of 60 something and his wife, who leave on our same floor.
We sometimes see each other for lunch, etc.
He has always shown sympathy to me, making jokes, he sometimes slightly touches my breasts when we hug, but nothing more.
Yesterday, i was at his home and we were all watching a football match. His wife decided to go and by some pizza as an aperitif, and we remained alone in the leaving room.
When we were alone he said why didn't i seat on his knees, just to give him a little cuddle.
i said ok, and i did. But i thought he wouldn' do anything else. On the contrary he started very slowly to touch my knees, and went up. Unfortunately, under my skirt i was wearing those hoses which only come up to the thigh and so he went up, and up.
He started kissing me very softly, and i surprised myself because i let him do it.
He put my panties aside and gently touched my pussy, and touched again, very sweetly, and with one finger entered it.
I couldn't stop him, even though i wanted to, because i couldn't help it, i liked it too much.. We kept kissing each other very slowly, and he kept touching me.
He laid me sweetly on the sofa, took down my panties down my knees,opened my jumper, loose my bra, opened my legs,kissing me softly on the lips, and slowly slowly i came, and came and came till i was all wet.
Then he said: good girl, now you better dress. Next time i'll give you something better...
Now i don't know what to do..
one part of me would like to see what he might do, the other knows that it's wrong, that he is married, that it is dangerous..what must i do?
Please give me your advice..
ByeCarina